the world needs to know...

apparently what i'm doing with my life, so my husband says.

i havent had time to blog and i am ashamed. After the Dn event, I've got a house full of my stuff unorganized and clutter everywhere. I am a pack rat but at least I know where everything is. I have photographic memory which defintely helps me through all this crap.

But unfortunately with my house not completely together, I just can't seem to find anything. What use to be where it should be, I've gotten rid a lot of furniture so what's left in it's spot are boxes.

I always like to have a brand new fresh start but with the lack of funds, it'll take some time.

My husband got a beautiful giant wall clock. It surrounded with black with gold scrolls with roman numerals. I'm obsessed with clocks and mirrors. Mostly clocks.

And most of them are not even working, I just like to keep them around.

Well back to what I've forgotten to mention: the Deviant Nation Event in CA.

What an event! It was just the bestest. I got to meet so many ladies and I had such a great time.

I brought 4 different heels and forgot to put "walking everywhere" into my agenda, so I ended up buying a pair of black slippers so I can reach the hotel without killing myself and getting a pair of flats at a payless that ended up killing my feet anyway. I literally came home with 3 bandaids on and only because the front desk had that many left.

The sets were amazing, I was suppose to be a part of one but horrible miscommunication arose and no one was on the same level. Which was fine at the end because as much as I love to meet and perform and be on stage, I get anxiety now and then. It's odd, I can't explain.

Stitch and Arin's suspension was amazing. It's in awe when I get to see suspension. I've always wanted to just have rings across my back and on my arms but now that I have my back done, I don't want to mess up the ink.

We ended the night going to LP and Lalo's hotel room with hussar and his girl. We did some sets and I can't wait to see them up.

So keep a look out for it. For two, actually.

I know this is long so finally, Halloween came and I didn't get to decorate like I usually do. Halloween is my biggest event of the year and I plan things back in July or August, actually I'm planning for next year's, little by little. But all I did was take my bro. and my daughter trick or treating and that's always fun. I've already eaten half her candy.

enough said.

xo.msjesshawk

p.s. look at east coast ink mag. it's free and i've got my photo in it. geek.